I gave minnie over. ..  these words are so powerful.  Not only have I handed her to the surgeon again,  but gave her over to the Lord. This seems like a no brainer but sometimes I think we as parents forget that our kids we’re first his. A reminder that we all should do this often if not daily. I have four fingers pointing back at myself. I really felt like I had as been giving her and Ty over and lot. .. but today I felt like I needed to reminded myself that they belong to the Lord.  And he is crying with us, and is holding them even when I can’t. So right now my boy in Round Rock and my girl in the OR are both being held by the Lord.

I will update after I see her.