I am on a quest, a soul searching heart wrenching, passion filled quest. I am tired of feeling hopeless, insecure, and afraid. I don’t want to feel broken or imprisoned.  I am ready to search my soul and find JOY, HOPE  and HEALING and I am ready to become FEARLESS.

The problem is I don’t know how…  I know I am searching, I am yearning, I want to be amazing.  They way I am beginning to become these thing’s is by learning from the amazing woman God has given wisdom to.  I hope that you can gleen some Wisdom, Choose Joy. Hopefully feel totally restored and ready for Healing and then at the end of it all become Fearless.

Find out how I learning to become Fearless on this amazing Personal blog

We are in the fight of our lives ladies. The enemy hates us and would like nothing more than for us to lived caged, confined, and imprisoned in our fear and insecurities. We just cannot be ok with it anymore. We were created strong, beautiful, confident, brave, fun…

Find out why I am Choosing Joy not matter what life throws my

…Everyday I have a choice: I can let these things bring me down…. Or I can Choose Joy and just be thankful that I am hear.

Find out how to become full of Hope at this amazing blog...

Hope is the beautiful little seed that must be planted to grow anything and everything that we could ever yearn for in this life. Everything starts in our hearts and minds as an idea…..and the next big step is HOPE….hope that it is possible…

Find out how I am healing myself... becoming beautiful and using my broken pieces on this personal blog.

….healing comes in layers for me. and just when i feel that my heart has been healed from the broken places, everything cracks wide open and the healing goes to a completely different layer. a layer in my heart that i didn’t even know was there before.

Thank you to the amazing, fearless, hope-filled, full of Joy woman who are helping me heal my spirit.

Lindsey, Lu  and Heather from Fearless Experiment, Melody and Kathy from Brave Girls club, Wendy from A girl and her brush and Ashely at Lil Blue boo

My Titus woman, needs to fight. This has shaken me to my core. You taught me to love the Lord to know him personally and live in him abundantly and now you are in need. You need him and I am scared. You have faithfully walked with me as I have grown in the Lord. You were my encourager as I became a young wife. You have been my prayer warrior while we fought though the medical battles with Minnie. You have led me back to the word of God each time I have been weary. You have always been my biggest fan.

So you will fight, and I will be your prayer warrior. And each time you are weary I will lead you back to the word of God. Because you have given me the tools to be an encourager. And I will always be your biggest fan.

But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

I know that there is a plan… I have faith that His will, will be…

Since my daughters last post I have had this pleading in my spirit, you see something she wrote stuck out at me.  This is what she said,

…out of the tip of my ear I heard “Madeline Rogers” , The most terrifying sound my name…

Her name is not safe… how my heart was shattered. You see she was sharing this with us all at the same time. The one thing she has done different is she has given herself a “safe” name. A name that has never been called out from the door of an operating room, a name that brings back some of her most happiest memories.  She whether she meant to or not created a name that was safe, one that was not terrifying, a name that protected her heart.

Now we have a responsibility to keep that name safe. Let me explain.

It is our job to not use that name in a way to degrade her.

It is our job to not use that name in a way to make her feel ashamed.

It is our job to not use that name in a way that  would cause her pain.

It is our job to teach so her name is understood.

It is our job to expect others to hold her name with care.

Remember that day when you first brought home your tiny little baby? Did your bundle say… handle with care? Mine did! I promise our  job today is just as important as the day we all brought them home.  The only thing that changes is…

They can walk away.

Be encouraged, if your name has not been kept safe.  Be it because of abuse or bullying or even self doubt our Lord has a special name waiting just for you!

Revelations 2:17

Says

….And I will give to each one a white stone, and on the stone will be engraved a new name that no one understands except the one who receives it…

This is an amazing promise. A new name given by our Savior. What a glorious day that will be.