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Letting go… & Letting God

I am going to cling to this promise. But in order to do so I am going to have to let go of some things. Let me explain, I am mad at God. Yes, I totally just said that… I don’t want to be… I need to let go of this rage. The thing is I feel like he has abandoned  my daughter. If it was me if I was the one in constant pain, I would be able to accept “God’s Plan”. What my spirit is having a really hard time with is accepting the fact that His plan could include Minnie enduring pain for the rest of her life.  I hate the thought, I wish I could take her pain away, I want a miracle.

My heart keeps going back to Mary, Jesus’s mom. I wonder if she was at the feet of the cross wondering if God had “forgotten” her child. I wonder if she felt abandoned?  Mary had to sit and watch her child endure pain, and die. She could not fix it. I can image that just like all of us moms she would of  taken his place in a heart beat. But that was not God’s plan.  God’s plan for Jesus was incredible, but in the moments of torturous pain did Mary understand? We all know the rest of the story… but at the time Jesus’s mom did not. A miracle, I can see the relief on Mary’s face when Jesus arose from the dead.  I can see her praising the Lord.

So how do I let go of my hurt, anger, sorrow?  It should be simple I have to have Faith that God is going to do above anything I could ever think or hope. I have to trust that the Lord is going to give more abundantly to my child than I could ever ask.  Can I do it? Can I let go and let God?  I am going to try… I am going to place Minnie’s pain in his hands… at his feet, and rest in Him.

My Mommy friends with children that are enduring life, please walk with me, try to trust that our Lord has a plan for our children.  Choose Faith today, and lets see the amazing things God is going to do through the suffering of our children. Just look at the amazing things that happened through the suffering of His Child.

Journey to me

 

 

I am on a quest, a soul searching heart wrenching, passion filled quest. I am tired of feeling hopeless, insecure, and afraid. I don’t want to feel broken or imprisoned.  I am ready to search my soul and find JOY, HOPE  and HEALING and I am ready to become FEARLESS.

The problem is I don’t know how…  I know I am searching, I am yearning, I want to be amazing.  They way I am beginning to become these thing’s is by learning from the amazing woman God has given wisdom to.  I hope that you can gleen some Wisdom, Choose JoyHopefully feel totally restored and ready for Healing and then at the end of it all become Fearless.

 

The Fearless Experiment

Find out how I learning to become Fearless on this amazing Personal blog

We are in the fight of our lives ladies. The enemy hates us and would like nothing more than for us to lived caged, confined, and imprisoned in our fear and insecurities. We just cannot be ok with it anymore. We were created strong, beautiful, confident, brave, fun…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

…Everyday I have a choice: I can let these things bring me down…. Or I can Choose Joy and just be thankful that I am hear.

 

Hope is the beautiful little seed that must be planted to grow anything and everything that we could ever yearn for in this life. Everything starts in our hearts and minds as an idea…..and the next big step is HOPE….hope that it is possible…

 

beauty from the broken places

Find out how I am healing myself… becoming beautiful and using my broken pieces on this personal blog.

….healing comes in layers for me. and just when i feel that my heart has been healed from the broken places, everything cracks wide open and the healing goes to a completely different layer. a layer in my heart that i didn’t even know was there before.

 

Thank you to the amazing, fearless, hope-filled, full of Joy woman who are helping me heal my spirit.

Lindsey, Lu  and Heather from Fearless Experiment, Melody and Kathy from Brave Girls club, Wendy from A girl and her brush and Ashely at Lil Blue boo

Praying for my Warrior

 

Can you image being Mary? The mother to our Lord. Do you think that she prayed daily for her son? I do, I am sure that our Lord faced all of his battles with his mothers prayers. I am sure that when he was sacrificing his life for us his mom was praying for his suffering to end. I am sure when he was leading the disciples that his mom prayed for his ability to lead. I want to be a “Mary Mom”. I want to pray ahead for my son, I want to know how to effectively pray each day for this man that God has entrusted to me.

A challenge to pray for 21days for my son. I feel honored that I get to pray for this young man. I feel blessed that there are other woman out there to feel the same. My son is amazing, he is smart, funny, kind, and courageous. He is a really neat person. He is also a teenager and is daily facing the world. I want him to be a Christ warrior, I want him to know that he is covered in prayer while he is growing in his faith. I need him to remember that he is in the Lord’s favor. I have a desire that he can lean on God when facing the daily challenge of growing up in today’s teen world.

 

I encourage all of my friends, family and myself  to take this challenge.  I wonder how next 21 days of there lives would be changed? I wonder how the next 21days would change us as moms.

                                                     “The fervent prayers of a righteous {mom} avail much.” James 5:17.

 How do we do this?

  1. Purchase your own copy of Warrior Prayers: Praying the Word for Boys in the Areas They Need it Most (just $2.99 on Amazon KindleNook, and as a PDF download!)
  2. Commit to praying for your son(s) or grandsons using the prayers from the book for 21 days straight (May 1-21, 2012).
  3. Sign up by linking to your “about” page if you blog, or by leaving a comment below stating your intention to participate.
  4. Come back here to the MOB Society on May 1st to begin the challenge. Our own Alle McCloskey will be leading us through the challenge, and posting daily encouragement for you as you pray. Watch the site (and the Warrior Prayers Facebook page) for more from her soon.

 

What are you waiting for little Mama’s! Follow the links above to join the Challenge… And let’s start changing our sons worlds one prayer at time!!

 

 

 

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