Tonight Minnie and I are staying the night at the hospital for a sleep study. It always amazes me that they call it a sleep study because no one sleeps. The patient will a little, the Mommy no way! We are required to sleep sitting up in a chair, great! I love sleep studies. Really I am hopping that with her BI-PAP on and her O2 that they will find this study to be way better than the last one. So sleeping in a chair is just fine if they can make sure my littlest is breathing all the time at night so I can sleep and not worry when I am at home. I am so thankful for the many doctors that have come are way that continue to help her. We are such a blessed family. Really right now if the only thing we have to worry about with Minnie is sleeping we are doing RAD!!!! So praise GOD!
Archive for October, 2009
This is the thing about commitments, I suck! I really do want to make sure I am posting but it seems like when I miss one day I feel so guilty I just go off the deep end! So two days I have been off in no blog land, Friday just happened to be a day that I as not sure what I should write about. So I fretted about it till I gave up on myself. And then awesome I woke up with a migraine yesterday and my hubby so amazing let me sleep all day, and night. So I am trying to redeem myself now with letting Y’all know I am a failure. thing is that today in bible study we talked about fears. One of mine is just this. I told Y’all when I started but it seems to be getting worse as this week has gone on. I want to have something amazing to say, some tidbit of information that will not only change my life but maybe some day someone else will see how crazy and neurotic I am and understand me and then so a bit of themselves. But that might be a tall order for anyone in this world to understand the craziness of Rach.
Another one of my fears is something that has been going on with Ty that I would love for all of you to pray about. He keeps having night-tares, he walks in his sleep, he is screaming in a polterdice kind of way and it freaks me out so bad. I feel horrible, I feel like I should be able to wake him up make it better, but I cannot. I is FREAKING me out right to my core. Of course Josh is amazing with him, but Ty is calling my name so I feel like I need to get a grip and figure out how to make him feel better. I have been trying, but I still am unable to sleep for the rest of the night after one of his episodes. Please pray that he over comes this, we have gone through it once before but it only lasted about 2 months. So maybe it is the same this time. I am not sure if this is something I take him to the doctor for? I need to figure out my little man so we all get some rest.
Okay! So all around town I went looking for hats wanting my kiddos to have what they needed/wanted for the right spirit day. When I dropped the kids off at school I said to the kids “hey no one has hats on?” Kinda weird but it was raining so I thought maybe they would put them on when they got inside….. Well OPPS! today was red shirt day, I realized that when I went to pick up my kids from school. Thank God my kids graciously did not blame me for sending them to school with the wrong thing on. So much for me wanting to get it right. HAHA! I left feeling like a loser beating myself up the whole way home. UGH! Then Minnie says to me It’s okay mommy I was wrong about something today to…. I am so blessed. Ty is just excited he gets to wear his hat two days in a row. It is amazing how humbled I feel tonight after the “material mommy” I felt yesterday.